Today I made a list, which I almost never do anymore. There were some important things that I didn’t want to forget. I am never sure of my lists – are these the most important things? what am I forgetting? can I possibly do it all? But I did make the list and then prayed that if it mattered at all, I would be directed what to do.
And then I did other things, none of them on the list. I guess it didn’t matter?
But it was ok. I had made the decision someone else’s.
Today I helped my employer, somewhat longer than I had planned, but she needed it.
Today I returned a phone call and as a result, someone who needs a place to live, might have exactly what they wanted.
Today I fed someone who couldn’t feed herself. The food looked disgusting (pureed) but she ate it. She had no response except to swallow and look at me once or twice. I felt overwhelmed with compassion.
Today I called the above person’s husband and told him that his beloved wife with Alzheimers was clean, fed and safe for one more day.
Today I came alongside someone who was helping someone else and hopefully answered some of his questions and encouraged him. We made copies of his friend’s last will and testament. We went to a restaurant and I had a strawberry shake while I watched him eat his burger and fries.
Today I let my cat sit undisturbed on my lap for half an hour. It was the only time I was stationary at home and it did me good too.
None of these things were on my list, but they were on God’s list and ultimately I was very satisfied. I’m making a list again for tomorrow but I’m not going to worry about it. The God I believe in is also making a list which is far better than mine. Hopefully as I trust him, my list will match his more and more. That is really all he asks of me.